i couldnt be more in love.

i couldnt be more in love.

i couldnt be more in love.

like a broken record that i want to stay broken forever.

she rested her chin all nuzzled into his hair
and stroked it until after the movie ended
usually they are friends, and that is all
but tonight, she was the girl
and he was the boy

i want to be a girl like this now
but do you even see me as a girl?
boy, i am wondering
is this feeling truly...
mutual?

i see my father tomorrow
at my grandmother's request.
i'm afraid, i know i'm going to cry
i've been able to mask it for so long
i've been wearing that goddamn mask for so long
tomorrow it will shatter
and the pieces will cut my face
and i'll cry
right in front of him
right where he can see me
the goddamn mask will shatter
and i will cry.

boy your hand
softer than i thought
brushes the sorrow
right off my skin.
our laughter collides
we both end up crying
and we realize
we might have
something here.

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