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So we trained. I hate it. Seriously, training sucks. Who wants to do it anyway? Well, except for Giles and Spike? I mean, yeah, I’m slayer, I need to train and yadda, yadda, yadda... Don’t they get I’m not only a slayer? I want to go out and have fun! I want to go to the Bronze. And I damn well will! I might have a super power and a mission to ( Read more... )

I decide to head for the cemetery a little early cause I need some alone time with Buffy before the uh, well... the thing. Before bringing her back. It’s not like I’m having second thoughts, it’s just - wow. Not second thoughts, just big thoughts. Thoughts of “oh Goddess, can I really do this ( Read more... )

I’m alone. This feels so weird. I hate being alone. But now I am. And yes, I do know that saying that I’m alone is unfair to Giles and Spike and other Scoobies, but I do feel alone. And can you really blame me? I mean... I lost my mom, I lost my sister and I doubt my father even cares that I exist. Of course the existence is bit weird taking the ( Read more... )

So Spike decided on taking a nap while waiting for Dawn and truth? I couldn’t be happier about that. He napping means I don’t need to talk with him and that is good, because I can not stand lying to Spike. Well, ok, I know it’s not exactly lying, because I just am not telling all, but for me it still feels like lying. And I hate that. I can’t ( Read more... )

I woke up a bit worse for wear this evening ( Read more... )

We’ve got it all. Anya and her Magic Box connections finally tracked down the last ingredient, which we apparently paid big money for. She didn’t seem thrilled, despite the fact that the gem is one of a kind and she could probably auction it off on eBay or something like next week for even bigger money ( Read more... )

I'm again picking things up from Summers' living room floor. It's actually funny at how huge mess Buffy-Bot can make. Isn't she supposed to help? All I can do is sigh ad I pick up one more pizza box. Lately, with out Buffy here, it's always a mess. The research parties happen more often because of Dawn being the new slayer and Giles as well as ( Read more... )