Well it's official (again) I am getting divorced !! and I am happy about it too!! Screw it!!!! I am going to date teenagers I think, like 18 or 19 and also some college guys.....maybe I'll get asked to Prom!!! I will be able to control them and make them do whatever I say!! And they have to be really cute too, like the cutest guy in school... I can ( Read more... )

I am so happy about dropping 5 1/2 pounds in 1 1/2 weeks, and all over a boy, can u believe it! But this boy... Ryan is his name.. is so confusing.... he's an Aries which means he's really sure of himself and tends to be a little aloof, but he's got this animalistic charm that I cannot resist.... he's the type who emails you after you email him ( Read more... )

New Start Thursday 11/10/05 144 ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if I've felt this was in a really long time. I don't know what's wrong with me, my addictions are taking over my life... I don't know how to stop either, I keep talling myself, this is the last time or I'm not going to do it... and then I ALWAYS do.. it's like I truely have no self control... but how does one find it... self control ( Read more... )

But either way I haven't been this happy in a long time! I joined a gym Monday and worked out Monday Tuesday and today for 1 hour each day. I've kicked it into high gear, my workouts are pretty intense, I have never been so soar the past few days. My plan if to go 6-7 times a week, like Oprah says, you gotta put in your "hour a day" maybe with one ( Read more... )

Joined a gym last night a block from my house, went last night for an hour, went this morning at 6am for 1 1/2! I feel so good right now! Of course my boss is begging me to get Pagano's today! the best little Italian place around! I gotta be strong though! I have a wedding that I'm in on Saturday and a pool party the next! God, I cannot believe I ( Read more... )

Today 137.5!!!!!!!! I love the feeling in my tummy!!!!

Fellow Anas!!!! I started a liquid fast yesterday at 1:00 p.m. This is the first time I have done so, does anyone have any tips or ideas. I have been struggling with ana lately and for some reason, this is my way back to her, but I cannot do a complete fast, liquid is hard enough. So far I've had a sugarfree redbull and a large black coffee, I've ( Read more... )

141 Today... this sucks!!!!!

Hi girlies!!! I have missed you all so much! I haven't come here because I have been so disgusted with myself, that I couldn't not bear to write but I have returned now because I have finanly found my ANA again!!!!! I've missed her so much and honestly now that she is back for good, I am so much happier!!! She is the only one that can make me feel ( Read more... )