it's been so long. i miss this thing, i think i've forgotten how to type. i don't even know where the keys are any more. i suck!!!!
well anyways, weekends are fun, and this is why
because i get overly intoxicated and start things that i have no idea how they will end, and aren't over by the time i'm sober, and it just gets awkward. that's what ( Read more... )

So what's new???
 i guess it's been a while, too long?
I miss hearing from people. it's just hard to get on the computer lately.

Stress is overwhelming!

1. school, i'm getting involved in deca again and it's just a lot of work, like soooo much, more than just a whole other class,it's almost a second job. i seriously sucks, i really want to make it to dallas competition though, that would be so awesome.
2. joe, what can i say??? it's been a year, it's hard to get over that. he's ( Read more... )

we've been making books in my creative writing class for younger students at the elementry school. and today we gave our children their books. my little girl, sydney in 5th grade, was really excited. but today was our last day meeting our kids. so I was really sad, i didn't know what to say. I'm really gonna miss her. she didn't smile much but it ( Read more... )

ok so not toooooo much has happened, but let's start a list anyways, hopefully i won't forget anything.

1. I donated blood at school yesterday. then i went to work and felt sick so i went home early.
2. Yesterday at work I saw Mr. Joe Marlow and we went on break, he broke my heart yet again, not really, but he was talking about Angela's birth control ( Read more... )

• Don't worry, I know it's been a long time. But I'm back
• it's pretty much been the same as always, some boy or another breaks my pitiful heart.

this week it happens to be a 17 y/o boy that i work with. he's such a jerk. it's horrible he never called 3 times when we were supposed to hang out, 2 consecutive fridays and then this last saturday we were ( Read more... )

I can't watch the time go by, I won't keep it inside, just freak out, let it go. Those are some words to live by. But in real life, notthing is done as easily as it is said. I don't really have much to say other than, I'm really depressed and sad. I can't even get the one guy I like to like me back. Or at least show any feeling for me or caring at ( Read more... )

I hung out with Heather last night, we were at her house. We smoked and drank. And then we called Joe. Joe and I talked for 3 hours. And it wasn't bad. Then today Joe called me. And we talked for about and hour and now I'm sad. He says everything right but wrong. It is the truth, but it hurts. The truth sucks. I hate honesty. It's sooo final. But ( Read more... )

Well Let's see............

1. I haven't really been doing anything.
2. I go to work
3. I go to Heathers house
4. Heather comes to my house
5. Brit came over last weekend, and Heather did too.

And even memories of that.............

Speaking of memories...Maybe I should pay tribute to some of my favorites?

• A few days ago I punched my bro, and I cut my own finger on my ring(it dug  into my finger) but I gauged a huge gash in his arm!!!!!!!! Yay me! I punched him for you Brit. You and Sancho, since you can't hit him.You might damamge him ( Read more... )