One would think I'd be better at this by now, what with all the travel I've been doing recently ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I have a phone interview for a job I really want ( Read more... )

After tomorrow's workout I will have biked 165 miles in 10 days at a 72RPM average and an average heart rate of 147.

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The motions:
Work. Class. Friends. Sleep. Work. Freelance. Sleep. Work. Family. Work. Professional obligation. Sleep. Work. Professional obligation. Friends. Read. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Work.

Things I am doing instead of sleeping more:Weed. (What am I numbing?) Watching mindless television. Watching stupid movies. (Dear Dario Argento, really?) ( Read more... )

Right now I'm eating a delicious sandwich from Stone Oven that Rachel went in to get for me because I was crabby and hadn't showered yet. She's going to Columbus this weekend without me and I wish so much that I could go with her, but it's probably good that I don't. I need to do some stuff around my house that I will never do if I have the option ( Read more... )

I have had crazy roller coaster PMS for the last week. I go from being angry at the most ridiculous shit to sobbing a the most ridiculous shit. I know it's all hormonal crap afterward but at the time I'm a complete insane person to all around me ( Read more... )

I went to Columbus last weekend and saw most of the people I was hoping to. Drove a lot and enjoyed the new car.

( Puppy pictures behind the cut )

Some things that have gone unsaid and amends I need to make:

_____: I used you at your most vulnerable. You were the first person to really love me and I took it for granted. We could have been together a long time. You would have adored me. I wish someday you'd look me up, if only so I could tell you what a mistake I made, but I don't blame you for ( Read more... )