If OT is ever offered to me again, I don't think i will take it. I think it messes badly with my mental state. Makes me nervous, tired, depressed, stressed... you name it. While i like the extra money and sure as hell can use it, I don't know if it is worth it. My animals are suffering... not that I have a social life, but my personal stuff is ( Read more... )

fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me ( Read more... )

I think i need to take a class to learn how to be more social, as it seems everytime i go out, and there is an odd number of people, i am the one never "paired" with anyone. That or i am just not that interesting, or nice... or cute... or social... or... well there are a number of variables. Do they have classes like this ( Read more... )

Screwed over... again.. people are assholes. I give up on the damn human race

shit just keeps hitting the fan. I wish i could be less negative, but nothing really positive have been happening... this need to change.. rapidly or she might end up in a place like Shutter Island (good movie go see it)

Ugh FAIL

Its not about personality, its not about how you carry yourself or act. Everything is based on how much you weigh. I have determined this, and have also determined that unless i lose weight, i will never again be really happy. Yet, the boringness of the gym, the cravings for food, they are all just to strong. I have no support down here to keep ( Read more... )

I feel like i am fighting a losing battle... to give up and say fuck it and go a different path... or to keep trying. People suck!

Duuuuuude... wait... what???

Has found what she has been missing since she moved to texas.. granted this was void whilst i lived in michigan for 5 months... single friends. Here in ohio, i have befriended at least 4 people, two of whom are gay dudes, that are single. I haven't been happier!! There are no awkward PDA moments, when you don't know what to say. No pretending ( Read more... )