not a thing is going right, or my way, or helping me feel better about life. thanks life for helping... ass! At least it isn't humid anymore, thats a plus

( Welp all the storms went south, so nothing to do, but surveys )

Thanks to the new meds that i was promptly taken off of.. i have gained 10 pounds in a month. Those 10 pounds aren't going away easily. I am failing, and I don't like it,and it ruins my day when i get on the scale and it either goes up or stays the same. I haven't eaten the best... ice cream... but i have been doing a lot of stuff. Hiking for ( Read more... )

My doc.. just the general practitioner or however it spelled, thinks i have bi-polar tendencies. Now i get to try a non generic drug, which i was so NOT wanting to do, as this shit is expensive. But.. here is hoping it works ( Read more... )

... I think i am scared of feeling happy... or the feeling of happiness. WTF does that mean?!?! and why do I think this??

I hate to admit it, but revenge feels awesome. Now lets hope this dosen't backfire. Also, beer and a muscle relaxant make life goooooood.

Ugh!!! Just shoot me and get it over with. Can't wait for saturday, when i can regroup my mind, and figure out how the fuck to handle people at work. Until then... xanax!!!!!!

Loves feeling left out.. I really do. I love hearing about what you and everyone else did, whilst i sat alone, bored, and sad, and trying to figure out something to do with my time. Yes i joined a yoga class, and a gym, and read alot, and just walk alot, but sometimes i need people time too. Fuck this shit no I don't. Its easier not to deal ( Read more... )

I don't do these often, but i am in that state where i am tired, but too comfy to go to bed, so, i waste time... read if want, if not, skip over

( survey )

I randomly got a dollar raise today at work.... i am apparently doing a good job, and have a great attitude. I guess the bosses never talked to me before 12 since i have been there. Before 12 i am a beast!