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ok guys. i have one month left here. and i better fucking make the best of it. that means..if you see me complaining hit me. kick me. slap me. just fight me in general. because i cant stand this depression anymore. its awful ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do.  i cant take all of this anymore.  i really can't.

( cuz i've been holding back too long. )

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i got my braces off today.  bleh. i hate my teeth.  and i hate that my orthodontist spends two hours talking with his coworkers while i sit in the chair waiting. and i hate that the woman who scrapes my teeth hates the world and takes it out on my gums.  yea fuck that.

i also got my hair cut.  i must admit i do love it.  i needed a change..it may ( Read more... )

an update from NY/NJ.

today was good.  for the most part.

+being in NYC
+seeing people i havent seen in a while
+/- talking to a man on the train and hearing his life story. ... he cried at the end.  it was akward.
-my feet hurt
+/- it was hot
+ liberty island and ellis island!!!
+/- ground zero
+ getting told i looked pretty by random strangers. 
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today started out as a horrible day.
( but thank gawd for my friends. )

last night was strange. i spent the whole night playing with ninja turtles or star wars light sabers and video games. then the kids got crazy. and i was beaten close to death. so i came home exhausted. and got 12 hours of sleep. yea. woo. some party animal i am ( Read more... )

fallout boy was wonderful. thank you claire and spencer for such a fun day. i love you guys.

i got a pretty tshirt and im super proud because its little and it still fits:-D even though im a beast.

fucking peer pressure:

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vacation was good. im so glad i did the camp. i had sooo much fun and the kids were so adorable. aparently the directors were thrilled with me and talked to my mom about how incredibly awesome i was with the kids and helpful and stuff. so that made me super happy. the show was last night and it went much better than we thought it would. I DID ( Read more... )