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No Subject
There's something going on. I'm never truly happy. What is happiness to me? Everyone says all you need is love, but that's not cutting it for me. When my lover plays Rockband in the other room and all I can think of are the victims of Rwanda and poverty. All I can think about is starting my real life instead of waiting year by year, diploma by ( Read more... ) -
Bulk Ferret Cremation?
Yes, so my friend Brian is serious about making a band called Bulk Ferret Cremation. I know some of my friends would be terribly against the idea of naming a band after burning furry creatures, but hey, it makes him happy. He also wants one of the songs to be called 'Baby Skin Condoms.' If you find this as disturbing as I do please speak up and I' ( Read more... ) -
meh bleh...wa
Yeah, didn't keep up with the promise of updating every so often. I guess you could call six weeks every so often. But who am I kidding? I can never keep up something for too long until something else distracts me. I just finished my first legitimate short story. Pretty fucking fancy if you ask me. I'll post it once I remember how to add cut links ( Read more... ) -
What the...
Wow...I'm on again. Weird. This is the first I'm posting an entry since....May of 2007? Inconcieveable! No really. I was tired of the online posting and wanted to try my hand at journal writing once more. It went smoothly. At first. Then down hill as life continued to throw hard ball after hard ball. But, I'm here. In the flesh...or pixelated text ( Read more... ) -
There is a light and it's not a train
For the past graduation, I had been lamenting in my own mind about lonliness and truly starting fresh with my life, but after tonight I realized I'm not as alone as I thought. I may not hang out with most of my friends alot, but they are still my friends. I should focus on the positive aspects of life. Like...I'm breathing. That's always a good ( Read more... ) -
WOOP WOOP
What exciting times! The orchestra trip to Miami was much better than I thought it would ever be! Chillin' with my daughter, hangin' with Sean at the Mall, having Tanya sit on my lap...good times! I sang to Kaci the last five minutes of the trip which fills me up with joy. I love that I can make her laugh like that. And Sean is actually a sweet guy ( Read more... ) -
This is a very long entry
Prom was last night. That's all I have to say about that. Actually, the only thing I can really remember was being on the verge of tears when calling Jacob (who was in a drunken haze) and basically spilling my guts out to him. We both kept telling each other we missed one another. He kept telling me that I had no clue how happy he was that I was ( Read more... ) -
My dahling Dahlia
(untitled) Dedication to KaciIf only I could tell you ( Read more... ) -
How To Be Successful in Business w/out Really Trying
I was going to rant about my man problem earlier today, but I have decided against it. Lie is too short to ramble on about useless bits of daily drama. I need to focus on the good stuff. Like my mom's new business idea. She's really been coming up with great ideas! I'm so happy for her. My dad supports her, she'll get plenty of financial backing ( Read more... ) -
Peace and Love
So it looks like I'll be scrapping my plans to go to Europe for three weeks. Pity. But, I'm giving it up for something much better ^^!