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This little rose is wilting
This whole month seems to be on autopilot. I wish I knew why. It's not a bad thing. I just wished I knew why time virtually feels like it has stopped and that every day is the same day for little exceptions. Today's exception was my mom's birthday. It was chilled. I am happy. End of story ( Read more... ) -
Being hated never felt so weird
This whole day has been so messed up! I now have a new best enemy in Speech (hooray for that) and I'm starting to love my Government class a little more. I'm not even going to go on about it...it's too damn long and will sound like the ultimate high school drama rant. I will say this though...I'm not backing down and she better talk bad in front of ( Read more... ) -
Time literally stopped
This band is sooo good! I think I'm going to start an advertising campaign for them in the states. The Swedish band of my dreams. They encompass all the sounds I could ever wish for in soft indie music.
( a fairly good weekend ) -
Everyone knew but me
Sean and I chilled on my back porch for a good two or three hours before we left to see Ghost Rider. I would have enjoyed that movie alot more hadn't I been so nervous through some of the dialogue. But, talking with him just proves to me more and more how we wouldn't have worked. We're very similar on simplistic terms, but our personalities are ( Read more... ) -
poor emo child
So, I'm looking at the world with a more jaded eye. I guess it's the surrounding environment that makes me grow weary. I need a bit of a change. I'm gonna go streaking in Indiana! That's it. That's what will break me from this vicious cycle. But after the streaking...then what? What's in Indiana? Do I just go home or stay there until another random ( Read more... ) -
No more
Only Death Cab for Cutie can rip the words out of my mouth so beautifully. I can't be sorry anymore ( Read more... ) -
Actually, I was never conceived
After hanging out with Jen, she brought it to my attention that some of my posts are extremely emotional and laden with (!). hehe...oh well. It's just the ranting side of me coming out. I'm not going to do most of what I say (seeing as I write these "in the moment ( Read more... ) -
Alala
I've fully realized that I am a legal adult, but am not treated like one. How do you ask? Well, for starters, my parents still put restrictions on me about staying out late. I mean, fucking hell! My entire weekend is basically fucked because of all this school work, they may as well just let me have one night to myself. I could have been at Hooters ( Read more... ) -
This is such a shitty week!
I should be reading my Euro book, but it's just not that interesting at the moment. This whole week has felt like shit. I've been lagging behind on school work, I'm sleeping....alot, and I'm very aloof when it comes to being social. I'm looking back on all of the friendships I've had over the past seven years...and I don't know what to think. I ( Read more... )