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Hello World,I am currently laying in bed in Maui viewing the ocean and listening to the waves as they crash into each other.
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I can't believe how much my life has changed in a year. I have so many good experiences happen and I can't help but think it is because my world changed around this time last year. I'm going to start with one thing first before I get to the good stuff. I truly did say goodbye to K. I'm going to refer to him to that becuase he doesn't exist in my ( Read more... )

I guess that's that.
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I feel over the last couple of months, things have been kind of a world wind. I'll first just say this, CUBS WON THE WORLD SERIES. November 2, 2016 was the most unbelievable day of my life. It'll go down as maybe the best day of my life! The months leading up to that have been very socially busy. I moved into my new apt end of September. Its been ( Read more... )

Its hard to look back and think about my life a year ago. It was completely different. I was living in a home that I thought would be a fresh start to our relationship. I thought we would grow and instead we came crashing down. I had to say goodbye to that dream this week. As hard as it was, I have no regrets. I know I had to go out there to test ( Read more... )

This is a big week for me. I'm packing and leaving Carpentersville. I'm leaving someone else behind with it. As much as I hate him for all the pain he's caused me, it's hard saying goodbye. It's hard starting over. I know I need this. This house was a constant reminder of him. It's a reminder of the life we planned together. It makes me go crazy. ( Read more... )

I seriously with every fiber of my being hate him. This asshole has put me through absolute hell the past 11 months. And even more before that. He lied maybe cheated and doesn't feel any remorse for his current actions. I did nothing but support him emotionally, physically, financially and this is the thanks I get. All his false promises. All his ( Read more... )

I used to be so happy ( Read more... )

Last year this time we were set to move into our new place. Finally thought everything was falling into place. Little did we know it was the start of everything falling apart. The first month he became pissed off over his job and decided to quit while I was half way around the world. I had to take on the most stress of my life. Not only was I ( Read more... )