Lexi, Sarah and I just got back from looking at a house. We all love it and are hoping and praying that we get it. It's an older home, built just before the 60's, but most of the decor is from the 60's giving it a retro vintage feel. In one of the bedrooms there's even a green shag carpet wall, haha. It has 4 bedrooms, 2 upstairs and 2 on the ( Read more... )

Nothing I ever do will be good enough. When I do accomplish you only ask for more. Does it make you feel good to see me cry? You're so good at it. It's always the same merciless words cutting me deep, but the pain never gets any easier. If nothing will ever be good enough then whats the fucking point? You set you expectations to high for me ( Read more... )

This is why you should fear Jess White.... ggrrrr bitch! lol


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I could not be happier with how my birthday unfolded, for the most part that is. It was the best birthday I have ever had. One of those nights that you never want end. Of course there were a few small bumps and one hurdle to jump over but that's life for you. My high anxiety settled once I had all the money and paid the party bus driver leaving ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm on speed... but im not

Salt in an open wound feels like... your best friend talking about the boy that just broke your heart's new girlfriend, and how hot and "bangin'" her body is. Then your circle of friends begins an entire conversation about her with not many nice things to say, which in turn makes you feel even worse because that's what he left you for.

Isn't it lovely when life dangles something that you can't have right in front of your face? I saw Jon last night for the first time since Feb. 3rd and it made my night. It doesn't matter how long I go without seeing him, I still fall all over again every time. He's ideal. It's too bad that we can never actually get serious with each other ( Read more... )

I was out on the water today and had an enchanting experience. The charming little lake was surrounded by trees, with docks sticking out into the waves. The boat was stopped, and suddenly I noticed that the air was filled with these fluffy white balls. They seemed weightless dancing around in the breeze. Coming from every direction they gave ( Read more... )

We all tend to agree. Everyone in your company. But still you see only what you want to see and with a manner that seems warily sincere. I let myself fall for the game knowingly. It's my mistake. But I still wonder if we'll ever be again? I think it could maybe be worth a shot ( Read more... )

This night’s air is heavy
We’ve been avoiding far too long already and
Now I can’t lift my head to look into your eyes

We step aside to get this done
It’s not fair for either one
You just wanted me for having fun
All the advice I shunned
And so the tears come

Swallowed whole by my confusion ( Read more... )