Together, we can bravely head into the world - confused, fearful, anxious, full of doubt - but at least we'll know that together, we're not alone in our venture. We will be the future. We will be the unseen, the unprecedented. Perhaps, we can be a new generation of lost. A new body of the masses that throws their arms up in helplessness, in ( Read more... )

When someone opens their essay with lines such as,  "It may not even be the tears that you have while you are in the darkness", I rest a lot easier knowing that I'm not the worst writer in the world.

What does it mean to be American in 2008?

Breakfast: A can of coke and a quarter of a bottle of Jack Daniels. Separate, not mixed. One swig of one, one of the other - repeat until “full”.

I had a dream - something about me being at a film wrap-up or after-party, and Christina Ricci was in it. I must’ve been some big name, an actor is my best guess, and Ricci’s friend - the screenwriter ( Read more... )

 First of all i'd like to say thank you for taking me seriously. I know i've goofed in the past, and that might discredit me, but you listened all the same. And no this 'journal' isn't going to be an attention-whoring spill-all sob-story so I can get your sympathy.

You've given me a lot of food for thought since I made that post and read your ( Read more... )

I guess I really dont care about people. Lately, in the past 6 months or so, i've found myself fantasizing about killing people. Various ways; it goes from blunt ends of shovels, to gutting with knives, to - well the last few weeks it's been a combination of those two. There've been other ways i've fantasized about, but I tend to obsess. I've been ( Read more... )

 Always... sleeping.

In such a state, time keeps on moving. In such a state, your self stays put. In such a way you do not live, but every moment aging.

I've started playing Bioshock again, and surprisingly i'm enjoying it again. The first run through I had of it I thought I would never touch it again, but over the last month i've been thinking "Have I forgotten enough of it to enjoy it again in a new light?" Turns out I have, but only just ( Read more... )

So there I was, reading the .pdf of the D&D v3.5 player's handbook, listening to Kraftwerk, when suddenly I realized what an astronomical dork I was.

 Without a face, you are freed from aesthetics. With no aesthetics, you are freed from ugliness. Thus, you never have to think about that entire part of your life ever again. That constant mire that bogs your thought process has been vapourized, and in it's place a highway to clearer, faster places, easier-to-reach-complexity places ( Read more... )