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i really hate all my friends. There are maybe 3 that actually have decent intentions for me. But the others drive me to a breakdown very much so like i am now. They put me in this vicious cycle of building me up, betraying me, ditching me, letting me down. I am a very tolerant person. I really am because of my dad, I've never been to church or ( Read more... ) -
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i really hate all my friends. There are maybe 3 that actually have decent intentions for me. But the others drive me to a breakdown very much so like i am now. They put me in this vicious cycle of building me up, betraying me, ditching me & letting me down. I am a very tolerant person. I really am because of my dad, I've never been to church or ( Read more... ) -
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when will it stop in so much pain all the time, when can I feel normal. Mentally I'm fine but physically my neck back my leg everything hurts my body can never just be okay. I'm always at the doctor -___- ughh help! -
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Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been busy, very busy. I guess I'll start off by telling you about my day. So today I was hoping to go to the outlets after school I went through school ya know lost a few things my ass was hurting the whole day because of my pinched nerve. I had to cancel the outlets to do a chem project that was fun. ( Read more... ) -
Wrote this a few days ago
Everyday you make it a point to stay productive. You get all you can done and you say everything you do for now on you will do for yourself. Everyday you talk a ton of other boys thinking they’re better anyways. Every morning you wake up late, and check all your messages and texts from all your friends and the guys you talk to. Everyday you smile ( Read more... ) -
just a thought
This weekend I sucked up to you, I listened to you rant on and on about Matt. I did everything to make you happy just because this happens often doesn't mean I shouldn't be there for you. I am a friends right. But are you thats the question. I thought you were when you thanked me finally I thought she realizes all I've don, finally maybe I can ( Read more... ) -
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I hate my friends not so sure ima make it through highschool without like blowing up i swear. I cant waiit to leave this shithole and leave my past behind me. fuck highschool and i know i sound so cliche but seriously can wait for college -
losing a friend and almost another.
Shits wierd. Nikki's dead and it doesnt seem real i barely knew the girl apart from being on her bus but she was such a fun and loving girl so outgoing and ouspoken she could care less about what people thought about her and then shes gone in a flash. Me nick paul emily and steph went to her wake today it was open casket. it really drew us all ( Read more... ) -
my friends
im getting so tired of my friends taking advantage and being so selfless and shallow they all only care about themselves. Im not asking for a gorgous boyfriend to sweep me off my feet and get married. although that would be nice, i just want friends who respect me. is that so much to ask for summer is so gay iv seen only like half my friends this ( Read more... ) -
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so i think I'm gonna do it soon. Tell my mom I would support her if she wanted to divorce my dad. I doubt I'd build the guts to tell her. been thinking about doing it since I was 11. before then i thought hate against my father was a normal thing I thought I'd just pass. but it hasnt, it's only gotten worse. He barely knows me. The man who loves ( Read more... )