MY BOYFRIEND IS SO STRONG.

i'm leaving friday morning for 17 days in hawaii. i am going to miss you so much.

( you don't recover from a night like this )

i had an amazing day with my boyfriend; i fall in love with him more and more every day.

thankyou to everyone who came to cabaret tonight and congratulations to everyone who participated.

P.S. i met arden and that girl is FINE.

tomorrow night is cabaret at the nichols school flickinger at 7pm and tickets are five dollars. it is an eklectic mix of performances so there is bound to be something you'll enjoy. it's really worth it so please come!! if you need anymore details, try my cell phone. (725-9420 ( Read more... )

things are bigger than pleasure. give yourself a minute to really listen, to really let the shock set in, and know that on tape your voice doesn't sound like your own. because where intoxication takes everyone is a place far removed from personality, a kind of seizure of self awareness, a corner of space where rambling and saying things out of ( Read more... )

ice water descends from black empty skies & introverted little girls implode doubtful & insecure little girls fade into perfection glass dolls with beautiful black hair & crimson red lips the princes transform into soldiers who die & little girls are enthralled in a painless freedom never bidding valiant heroes farewell.

♥♥♥

sometimes things look awkward or distorted through the glass jar im living in. but with thought, the focus comes quickly and im able to get a clear view of everything around me ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER JACOB VAN SCHOONHOVEN!!

i love you, baby.

7:43am  wake up
8:22am  get out of bed
8:29am  paint nails hot pink
8:51am  get in the shower
9:19am  get out of shower
9:33-11:01am  make up, phone calls, clothes, etc.
11:07am  leave house
11:34am  meet alyssa at the mall
11:37am-3:06pm shopping for ourselves and tyler
3:11pm  lyss leaves
3:13pm  tarik and peter show up
4:02pm  tyler picks me up <33
4:24pm- ( Read more... )

every time i take a shower, i feel like i need another. i've always wanted to be obsessive compulsive. i think maybe i'll clean my room and throw some things out. i tend to feel better afterward. things sort of feel stale and routine. my horoscope says that the things happening now in my life are pretty much my own fault. it's probably true. i don' ( Read more... )