( it was so awkward but it's exactly what i needed )

( everyone's caught on to everything you do..everyone's caught on to you. )

becca told me i had a nice butt today.

( and for your happiness, i am willing to walk out the door. )

WHAT THE FUCK? let's make fun of people because their gay, or straight, or black, or white, or any kind of race that's different then ours, or too skinny, or too fat, or their face or a birthmark, or a lisp, maybe we should make fun of them because they're poor, or maybe because they aren't that smart or maybe cause they're just too smart, maybe we ( Read more... )

i've really got to do something because i don't want to fall apart.

i wake up and am inundated by sunlight and the colorful confusion that it brings with it. nothing is perfect, nothing is flawed. i had better start paying more attention to the break down that is inevitable within anyone ( Read more... )

something that bothers me is thinking about where cycles start. how do you get into a mess? how does it all of a sudden drag you in and spin you around? not just for fun and games, but repetition. the whole idea that history repeats itself; that in every cycle, you end up where you started. so i have to think, how did it start? what if we realized ( Read more... )

late at night i'd go through old bent pieces of paper. people evolve in backwards patterns. retro is always the new it. i like to get a remind of my past in the smell of old books late at night when headlights creep through my blinds, looking for a little consolation ( Read more... )

okay so i'm back and mad jet-lagged. ew. i don't have much to say other than that i've been awake for over 24 hours and i am about to go make myself pretty for my boyfriend.

ilovetyjvs  until i get back from 17 days in hawaii bitches.

live in life and make sure you lock all of your doors. i forget what it was to be irresponsible and forgetful. maybe things are better. get a job, go to school, have kids, get divorced, get married, die, wrap gifts, remember your car keys, paint the room a deeper shade of blue.

( i had a really weird dream last night and i put it into crafty writing, it's a little on the racy side so don't read it if you are offended easily or are against homosexuals )