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[itssaragh]

In tribute to Katie on her birthday, and what she once was.

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[die_friggin_die]

<3 Made me cry too darlin.
I miss that Katie too.

[marilynmissexy]

there is nothing ponient for me to say but i wanted you to know that i read this and i am sad. i just wish she would listen to us. or even talk to us.

this made me stop breathing ...

[suprstr19]

this made me stop breathing for a minute, then it made tear up. Sarah, this was ever so well written. I miss you katie and wish you were back. I wish we could all laugh about the time gone and just grow together again. We were all such good friends and I would give up just about anything to have it back. I love you still and always will.

Re: this made me stop breathing ...

[ilikebiting]

Days go by and i wonder how you are doing if you are happy, if you have someone, i wonder if you still have my old car and if you are taking care of it, things like that. But then i remember the pain of coming home and not seeing your things, reading what you wrote about me on livejournal and when you didn't show up or even call when it was my 20th birthday party. You guys were my life and i just wanted you to except my desicion of who i wanted to be with, but when times were hard you bailed, he is still here and always will be. He has proved he didn't love me for money cause i have none, or my car because again i lost that too, but because i am me, you should have loved me enough to get passed my mistakes, but you couldn't. Now you miss me and want me back, but what about when i needed you to be here for me when my grandma was sick and in the hospital, did you hold my hand? Or when Michelle cut herself again, did you tell me it was going to be ok and whipe my tears. I miss what we had i really do, but you hurt me so much and

What I once was?

[ilikebiting]

I am still the same person, the only thing that has changed is that you are no longer part of me. It was a beautiful tribute to me Sarah but i am not dead. I am still around but you made you bed and all that is left is for you to lie in it. Sarah Nixon said that she would have been ok with losing a me as a friend if Jeston treated me right, well he treats me wonderfully and i love him, so be happy for me, because i am happy.

[suprstr19]

I am sorry for all things done wrong. It's in the past now. I can't take back time all I can say is i'm sorry. this i have done. If you want to put the past behind us and go get a drink sometime it would be my pleasure. I'm not going to fight with you or argue about anything. I'm happy for you that he makes you happy. we all have to find someone who completes us and if he is that for you that you've got all you need. we all need our soul mates. i have mine and he is my everything. I wonder if you can trasfer from borders in redmond to the one on 38th street. It would be a shorter commute. And since we have so much to catch up on...what happened to your car. I'm not asking you to choose here even though in the past that was the case. let's just get a drink sometime and catch up. i'm sure we would have a blast. my cell is 225-4210 call anytime.

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[suprstr19]

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[hilaweenie]

How could you say that I talk? When was the last time i talked to you? like 6 months ago in the mall when our kids were playing? all we talked about was our noseringsand our kids. Why would you put my name into this? Im not angry just confused? I love Katie she is my best friend and although I dont always agree with the desicions she makes I always support her in her good decisions, and give her advice on what I think are bad decisions, because i am her friend. She needs friends more than anything right now. I know your trying to help her to see what everyone else sees, but she has been told a bazillion times, and negitive comments are not helpful in any way.