in the beggining using was fun. for us using became a habit and finally was necessary for survival. the progression of the disease was not apparent to us. we continued on the path of destruction unaware of where it was leading us. we were addicts and did not know it. through drugs we tried to avoid reality pain and misery. when the drugs wore off ( Read more... )

i refuse! i refuse to be another drug abusing teen statistic!!!!

hah

very mixed emotions during these confused and lonely nights. not exactly sure where i went wrong but the reality that i did go very wrong is defenetly evident. so is it okay to call this a disease? yeah... maybe. this fucken disease a full fledged war. no rules just blood and gore. i dont wanna know anymore.

somethen goods got to happen soon. been feelen like shit lately. been thinken so much. this sucks.

damn, another one of those fucken days.

one of those days where just about everything seems to go wrong. been feelen shitty for a while. i hope somethen comes along. i miss a lot of people right now. i miss school too ina way. i feel like a failure, i just dont know how else to say it.

wow, its definetly been a while since ive wrote in here... so much has changed. for better? for worse? well not really either... not better or worse just well different. entering a new part of my life and i guess i feel like im ready. wait... take that back. not completly. theres been much pain and confusion on these lonely nights. not sure i know ( Read more... )

damn so it turns out michelle seems to be the one these days getten me all stressed and shit. i fell for her in a wifey sorta way. like ive never spent so much time with any gvirl in such a short span i chilled with her every single day without missing not one day for the first 3 weeks i knew her. so i got kinda attached. w.e i donno what i should ( Read more... )

today was a great day.
what more could a boy ask for?
good sex.
droppen out of school friday.
getten an american bulldog puppy.
my moms payen for my tat.
perfect day.

'Cuz I hate you, do you hate me ( Read more... )