There is a deep and abiding sadness in me. It swells like the ocean, sometimes rolling gently onto the sands, sometimes crashing against them in salty anger. It has yet to drown me. I don't think I fear it, though sometimes its power frightens me, overwhelms me. It is nothing; it comes from nowhere; it is only me. It is as much a part of me as ( Read more... )

I've gone nowhere this summer. I don't mean physically. I've been places. I've been to Orlando, I've been to the beach... I have been places. But my life hasn't really gone anywhere at all. I came back from Rome at the beginning of May and it's almost like I had been rushing down a river and then I popped out into a pool of completely still ( Read more... )

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Funny, my save draft from last time i though i was going to post ask what i wanted ( Read more... )

i'm just going to vomit thoughts onto the screen with little rhyme or reason because they have none. i don't know where to start but i have been sitting here for about an hour trying to do logic homework and i've found that i cannot concentrate at all ( Read more... )

the world reels about me...

how long have i been in love with him?

even houses on stilts need concrete foundations...

we went to the airport this evening to pick my mom up from her flight and we're standing there in the baggage claim. she showed up and we're all waiting around for the baggage to start rolling around. the cowboys game was on and all the guys were standing around watching it, arms crossed over their chests. i'm staring up at the screen, not ( Read more... )

i hate him i hate him i hate him he poisoned me and i let him do it.... i hate him

i imagine they will all come out in due time ( Read more... )