I'm up this late (3:30am) because I'm editing my english essay. Not editing it like fixing punctuation although I'm sure it could use that, editing like a radio edit. I'm cutting out the curse words, the sex, the drugs. this is hard because it was a large part of the essay. I just finished editing. I'm left with a story about cigarettes full of ( Read more... )

Pictures of the peice of metal shoved through my lip can be found at:

http://www.myspace.com/poisoned_pet_names

Enjoy

I don't think I've ever felt so implosive as I did last night. I also don't think I ever wished I was explosive as much as I did last night.

Today I had six sucessive reminders that summer is now over ( Read more... )

So I"m bored. So I'm posting. I miss a lot of people I don't really know why I just do I haven't really seen some people in quite a while some even live where I do others it makes more sense because they live far away. School starts monday I'm not too excited but hopefully it will be fun. I really want to see a good movie also and have a good meal ( Read more... )

Do you know the feeling where something that upset you during the day really comes to life and sets in when you try to go to sleep. You see it really play out in your imagination. You try so hard to fall asleep but just when you get yourself close you see it, and of course it's the thing that makes you shudder most, makes you feel crushed beyond ( Read more... )

So lately things have been rather relaxed. I'm very calm and things just seem to be going well. I want to get a job it would be a good idea. I'm also working out. There are things I want to do and will start doing such as summer reading. Ashley's sister's birthday is next week thats exciting me and ashley are getting her what I hope will be a good ( Read more... )

i am terrified of sleep i keep having the same nightmare i´d type it but i dont have the nerve i wish it would just go away

i´m alive. i´ve been having nightmares. europe is interesting...

So I went to miami it made me realize a lot about how I've changed and become an electrical storm of nervous energy around people I don't know so well and people I'm not entirely comfortable with. I used to be reclusive I wish I was that way still. I like timid people. I don't know why I changed I wish I did maybe it had something to do with ashley ( Read more... )