everything is upside down lately ( Read more... )

I've realized that its time to actually change. There's always those days when people say, today will be different. That day never ends up being different. Before the day ends you realize that things haven't changed, or your ways haven't changed at least, so you say well starting tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just finished signing up to take the SAT's. Its really scary... my senior year is almost half way over. I finally told my parents what I want to do and they hated the idea of me moving to seattle, staying with lorena, hopefully study in music communications... they hated it. they said it was too far, but i am not even close to them... i talk to ( Read more... )

i am digging the grove of things. i am loving life. i am liking where its going and where i've been in life. i am happy for my friends, family, and thankfully for myself ( Read more... )

I mess things up all the time, and i dont even know what i do. if i did i would obviously change it, but it feels like as soon as everything is going great i get this weird feeling in my stomach where i dont like it ( Read more... )

i freak out and feel akward and weird, and like i am being judged no matter what i am doing. how do you know when you're doing the right, and not the wrong... when the wrong feels right?
i just need to stop feeling so strange when i with anyone or doing anything...

THIS IS GOING TO BE THE BEST WEEK OF MY LIFE.
I DOUBLE DOSE OF KWELLER.
s.m.i.l.e
thats what everyone needs to do, cheer up!

I would make a slamming mom... i really love kids, maybe i will look for a job in daycare... does anyone know anything? you know what/who else i love ben kweller... thats why ben kweller and dorian kweller are perfect for me! 8 DAYS!

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i cant do it sometimes, put up with some crap. i am going to explode on someone, but when i do it wont be bad, i'll probably just call them a butthole.
man oh man.
its all good in the neighborhood...
<3333333

I have been feeling relaly lonely and lost lately... it came out of nowhere, and I dont like to be sad or depressed...so, I am just going to ignore it. I ignore everything, it works out better for me.
I need to cheer up anyways, only 12 more days!!! HERE I COME BEN!

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