Leave.
Retreat.
Defend?
Don't be weak?
For what?
Just WHAT for?
...So you'll never be lonely?
Not today'r evermore?

Nighttime summer air drifts by,
It stops to say hello.
It whifts,
It wafts,
It trots along,
Not knowing which way's right or wrong.
Floating
Above
Without fear...
Without love.
Emptiness
Envelops,
Hatred develops.
Shadows sweep by.
Only earth,
Only sky.
Neglect,
Forget.
Don't do it again.
But you'll never know how,
Or for what,
Or til when.

A drifter,
Amidst a sea of sprinters.
Where are they all going?
Why are they all-knowing?

Left
In the dust.
I feel
Liske I must
Catch up.

Clearly
It's true,
Accept it,
and rue.

What does this entail?
Self image too frail.
Will not ever make it through.

My brother is hopeless.
My parents are hopeless.

We're all depressed.

I want to fall off the earth.

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Sometimes,
I wish the wind would take me.
Flowing,
Unknowing,
To where I belong?

Naive wind,
Oblivious
To its fate-assigning
Ability...
Curse?

Leaving its victims helpless,
Prey to the wild ride.
No turning back, afraid to go forth,
Unable to decide.

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A dispensible life,
Inadequate being.
There has to be something
That I'm not seeing
That is worth living for.

Beauty exists,
And happiness too,
But to feel it is different.
T'would be real,
T'would be true.

I don't make a dent
In this vast, daunting place.
I'm a shadow of existence,
I don't leave a trace.

Everyone jaded,
The good has all faded,
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Numb me,
Make it go away.
Why is it I feel this way?
Slowly dying,
Gave up trying,
Fading from today.