Everything is finally working out. I have no rent to pay which is giving me a chance to pay off my debt. I got promoted at Victoria's Secret. Say hello to the new cashwrap lead (basically the cash register manager). I got a raise and started exercising. And yet I still feel sad inside most days ( Read more... )

So, I saw John today. I was actually able to hang out for four hours. No fighting. No being lame about the past. We just talked about what was going on in our lives now. It wasn't as hard as I expected it to be. Only, we accidently kept on calling eachother baby, which is akward. Lol. But hopefully everything just works out the way it's supposed to ( Read more... )

Once again, my parents cease to be parents to me. While my sister, her three kids, and her boyfriend, who is not even family, live in their house for FREE, I'm stuck with late fees on my rent this month because my student loan isn't coming in until mid January. I honestly don't understand how you can call yourself a parent if you're letting a grown ( Read more... )

I was not expecting that.

Apparently I'm awkward in everything I do.

Boo on that.

My heart is broken.

I am a sad Jess Jess.

: (

I'm actually getting shit done and forcing myself to wake up in the mornings. I'm having fun again, too ( Read more... )

So, I know I should be getting stuff done but I have absolutley no will power to do so. All I feel like doing is sleeping, or moping around listening to Bright Eyes. Pathetic, yeah?

Oh yeah, and I miss you...

Bahhhhh! Depression is a bitch. I insist on kicking its ass. Wish me luck!

It's a new year (almost), which means...New year resolutions ( Read more... )

Mesa ended up being less eventful than I thought it would be.

I am really really bored and depressed.

I miss my tashes.

I want to drive home right now...

things have been very confusing to me.

I've been depressed.

I feel unaccomplished.

I feel like a peice of crap.

I've been stabbed in the back.

Look out! I'll shank back

I miss my lovely friends.

So, I've been really sick lately. I went and got blood work done yesterday. All I can do is sleep. Its so annoying. Anyways, after Xander left today I spent the entire day alone ( Read more... )