WHY

[ixfoughtxthelaw]

WHY...SOMEONE TELL ME WHY..HOW AND WHEN THIS HAPPEND...I WISH I COULD WAKE UP AND BE 6 AGAIN...OR 9...HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO HIMSELF....HE HAD EVERYTHING....EVERYTHING...THE JOB OF A LIFETIME...DOING WHAT HE DREAMT OF HIS WHOLE LIFE...MAKING MONEY YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER GUESSED A GUY FROM THE SLUMS OF TRINIDAD WAS CAPABLE OF...A FAMILY THAT LOVED

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[the_istari]

i know its hard, and im sorry you had to go through it, if i could, id trade place with you so you woundn't feel so terrible. if you ever need to talk, anytime of the day, just call. if im in school ill see you called go to the bathroom and call you back. remember, anytime of the day

[jimmicole]

life is f**ked...damn man...i don't know what to tell you. that has got to be the hardest thing in the universe to live with that every single frick'n day...my phones on and ready to answer at anytime. i hope to get my new cell soon. I am so incredibly sorry man...hold on johny, i will, WE will try our best to pull you up...hold on

[ixfoughtxthelaw]

i know you called tonight, i couldnt pick up..there was a little problem...we like to call it sharda...do me a favor..dont call that late...call my cell now...i'll try to leave it charged from now on...im gonna tell you here and now...sharda makes me feel like shit when shes around...i cant really talk when shes around...because she will always have something to say about what i do...im sorry you guys...but thats the reason why i havent called...and you should know that...suicide...has taken on a new meaning for me...sweet release...im not gonna do it...so dont worry about it...i just think about what it would be like if i did...yes id go to hell...my spirit knows that...(which is what keeps me from doing it)...but my mind...thats a diffrent story...im not the same johnny anymore...i hope i will be one day...one day soon...maybe when im going 400knots at 40,000feet people will finally think i did something with my life...and i have...my whole life...ive done it all on my own...my collar to the rain and i did it myself...with help from

[kotsay91]

"...fuck everything and everyone that brings us down....:i hope im not one of those people,lol.

[ixfoughtxthelaw]

of course not...your hannah...come on...duh