redwaxlips

so i made this new journal because i hate this one and basically just add me if you like to read things i write :)

Since sleep has been hard to fall into lately, I'm usually stuck in a mental breeding ground of useless thought development. Last night, as four a.m gradually turned into five, my body tossed, turned and stirred about on a mattress full of air. It occurred to me, as everything else I'd been thinking about drifted away, that no one to my knowledge ( Read more... )

well i'm almost sure i have another job... and that feels good in the sense that i plan on saving all of the money from it; also it's nice to know i'll have an income-- but today i was riding in the passenger seat of a car and my driver talked about not wanting to go to work from four pm to midnight. as my mind was stuck out the window with the ( Read more... )

it's how your body feels when you close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing. it's the distinct pulse that you actually feel through your ears when all is quiet and slumbering; but you aren't slumbering and you haven't been for a while, you're veins and muscles and bones just are there with your psyche, thinking the same things you are if ( Read more... )

well i think i've gotten taller. this might be either because i'm delusional or because i drank about a gallon of chocolate milk the other day (i regret nothing ( Read more... )

Hazelhurst only lasted as long as it was legal and who would have thought that it just wasn't (Einstein doesn't count really)? So I'm back at my mother's den and actually wondering what to do about life, which isn't unusual at all only now I can ponder and not have to pay rent for a little bitty gingerbread place and walkable anythings ( Read more... )

now that it is summer i'm eating breyer's all natural raspberry creamsicles like it's breathing or chain smoking. the "all natural" part doesn't seem to affect me too much except for that maybe i feel like this is what the trees and rivers and mountaintops want me to be enjoying. honestly, it only makes me feel very good for as long as there is ( Read more... )

i've been informed of one million things different to what i thought pervious to this information overload. i'm half full and half empty of remorse for my naive imagination, and therefore, considering who i am, my naive conceptions of life every single day ( Read more... )

apparantly EVERYONE IN THE WORLD knew that in order to work at como's you have to be of a different sexual orientation than what i am so thanks world for telling me that before i spent an hour on a VERY CLEVER job application! daaang it ( Read more... )

i moved into my new house. it is very cute but our furniture situation is quite lacking. i read poetry on my bed next to my yellow night stand, there are boxes lining a whole wall across from my bed. i think i'm getting a job at como's. i would like to wait on people who have an idea about life. maybe that will happen ( Read more... )