that someday when people see me, theyll see that im happy and it will give them hope for themselves, the way that some people have done for me ( Read more... )

and still going a little. i got 3.5 hours of sleep, work was hell and i couldnt focus on anything. but it was interesting ( Read more... )

i see the world in a different light now. i made "the list" and im doing my best to do everything on it- from senior 2000s to requesting next friday off for the show at the go kart place ( Read more... )

went through many many mood changes. was introverted for a while, but then climbed a tree with alec and shai and talked for like 2 hours. she probably knows more about me than anybody else right now, it was wierd. i totally opened up. it felt so nice ( Read more... )

though its almost tommorow. i feel free and i feel okay about things right now. i guess im looking towards music again for some sort of direction in my life ( Read more... )

man ive been in a hella strange mood lately. i mean its been good though, ill say that. like yesterday i went on a field trip to UNH and i talked with people i havent talked to in a long time and i finally felt like a person with two on the vine. goddammit its too bad its senior year ( Read more... )

that sometimes, if you project the right aura, you can make your presence known as soon as you walk into a room. some people turn heads when they walk into a rooom because they have this ability. sometimes i do it and sometimes i walk into a room and nothing changes. it all depends on the aura you project, and this is a very real thing. how you ( Read more... )

that sometimes, if you project the right aura, you can make your presence known as soon as you walk into a room. some people turn heads when they walk into a rooom because they have this ability. sometimes i do it and sometimes i walk into a room and nothing changes. it all depends on the aura you project, and this is a very real thing. how you ( Read more... )

i dont want a tattoo that doesnt mean anything or makes me look liek a tool. i want a symbol that will comfort me and remind me that things happen for a reason and we all get second chances ( Read more... )

i dont know what i ever wanted from brittany, to tell the truth. i guess she made me feel like i wasnt such a fuck-up, because i figured that if i could get a girl like her i could pretty much take over the world. i mean, if you met her youd know. but i ended up realizing that maybe ive got to help myself first before other people can help me. like ( Read more... )