I've abandoned this thing over a year ago, but I feel a need to write in it again. I've had restless nights lately, and I know it's due to stress. I can't seem to find stability right now. I am stressed out completely, and it's because of money, or lack there of. I haven't been able to pay any bills this month (except my car and car insurance ( Read more... )

then I deleted it and put this...

BE POSITIVE!!!

It's all I can say to keep me sane at the moment.

Here I go again, letting my emotions get the best of me, and praying that this time I don't fuck things up. But I'm not going to apologize for how I feel anymore, because I've found that I can't control my emotions. They just happen, like shit ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you're drowning? Lately I feel like everything keeps piling and piling up on me and I am about to go under. Was life always meant to be this hard for some people? I look at others, who have these wonderful lives, never worrying about money, or being lonely, or anything at all for that matter, but it seems that these things ( Read more... )

I've been going through a weird phase. I so busy all of the time, so the idea of sitting down and doing nothing is strange to me lately, but I'm screaming for a day of R&R. Between my summer job, and working for Music Saves Lives it's been crazy. On top of that I am helping to run the Sink to See street team, and let me tell you how wonderful ( Read more... )

It's been almost 2 months since my last entry. That's crazy. I've been so busy with school. This semester is completely draining me. I find that funny because I feel more drained this semester than last, and I'm not even working now. I find myself over school right now. I'm tired. There's too much going on with my family right now with my ( Read more... )

My mind is a crazy place lately. Confused and constantly getting more and more upset at some people in my life. I just feel like a lot of my friends are fake, and only want to see me when it's convenient for them, but never seem to be around when I really need someone there. (This doesn't apply to my 2 best ladies Liza and Katie!!!). I've been ( Read more... )

It's been a crazy few weeks for me, and a crazy few months. Shit, it's been a crazy life. I don't have much time anymore to write as much as I would like or update my friends on what's going on in my life, but I will try ( Read more... )

You broke the golden rule of friendship last night. A good reason why I should stick to the 2 best friends that I have, and not try to have another one. Maybe you'll learn, maybe you wont. Either way, I'm pretty pissed off at you right now, and there's not much you can do or say to fix it at this moment.

fin

I knew this was going to happen. I don't care though. I'm better off without it.

Last day of winter break, then CRAZY school schedule for spring!!!