You're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt, you're going to get hurt ( Read more... )

This is mostly an observational post, and is most likely going to be brief. I've noticed lately that the world we live in does not know how to handle nice people. I try to do nice things for people and they look at me like I am crazy. It upsets me that the world has changed so much. Where did all the good people go?

Argh... ok this journal might offend someone or some people! I'm about to be brutally honest ( Read more... )

Day #3 of hell... aka being on a diet. I'm really focused this time. I want to lose a ton of weight, and I really think I can if I stay focused. I've only lost 2 lbs, but I guess that's pretty good considering it's only been 3 days. My goal is to lose 20 lbs this first month. I think it's possible ( Read more... )

23. What a silly age. I mean most of my life at this point is a blur. I've done a lot of soul searching lately trying to figure out myself and my life, and everyone else around me, and I've come to the conclusion that it's impossible. Every day I wake up and ask myself "What is keeping me in California?" and it's really only 3 people (and my ( Read more... )

ME! :) Just feel like I should start writing in here a bit again because I have a lot of emotions I need to let loose. Lately I've been really hard on myself. It's that loneliness factor taking over, and although I have lost a lot of weight, I am still not happy with where I am, and every day I consider not eating and I know that's bad. Some ( Read more... )

As most of you who read my journal, or are friends of mine know that I don't write in this much anymore. In a recent turn of events a lot of wonderful things have been happening in my life, and it's starting to move along quite nicely. I'll be starting at Cal State Fullerton very soon focusing on Liberal Studies, and things at work couldn't be ( Read more... )

It's been awhile... I apologize. I am battling pneumonia right now, and it's not fun at all. I have a lot going on in my life right now, school coming up, work stuff, Music Saves Lives stuff. I am happy, for the most part. I have too much going on to even have any time to feel sad, which is great. I'm thankful for everything I have. I need to ( Read more... )

The summer has been flying by, but it's been a good one.  Probably the best summer I've ever had.  I've met people I never would have imagined I'd meet in a hundred million years, and I've been able so spend my "free" time volunteering with Music Saves Lives which I think is such an amazing program and the people involved are so amazing.  But with ( Read more... )

Good things come to those who wait... well I've been waiting 23 years now.  How much longer do you need?

Letting go of the unknown
She grabs ahold of what's been found
Never lets things get her down
But how much longer must she hide her frown?