I haven't written in this thing for weeks.  My life isn't that interesting so there's never really anything to write about.  I got a new car last Saturday, and I've spent most of the week getting all of that sorted out.  Tomorrow night is the Jack's Mannequin show, for the millionth time this year, and I am just as excited as the first time I saw ( Read more... )

I've learned to let some things go and move on with my life. I think the faster I let go of things the faster I can experience new things to come. There's a boy, who has always been special to me, but I am afraid to let him back in to my heart, but I can't be afraid anymore because he is one of the few people I can trust in my life. I'm just ( Read more... )

So I notice that I tend to abandon this thing when I am going through difficult times emotionally. Sometimes I just can't find the right words to say exactly how I am feeling at the time. This week has been nothing more than a roller coaster of emotion and I am happy that it's almost over ( Read more... )

Today I celebrate the beginning of my 23rd year on Earth. I'm at the edge of old and young, and there's no other place I'd rather be.

I don't get life. Honestly. Never have. Never will. Just when I think I have someone figured out, I realized that I don't have them figured out at all. Why can't boys just say what they feel. The ones who do say what they feel are not the one's that I want to. haha. Sad, but true. I'M WAITING... SAY IT ALREADY!!! Put me out of my misery. ( Read more... )

I am currently watching Gilmore Girls on TV. I now remember why I never got into this show. If my mom and I talked that fast to each other, I probably would have killed myself at the age of 3.

In all honesty, I am done trying to plan things out. My life is so crazy lately that it's pointless to do so. May-July is CHAOS. Seriously. I'm so excited for how busy I am going to be, yet so worried about how drained I am going to be, and lonely, but hoping that the business will keep my mind off of that feeling. Between band/orchestra ( Read more... )

I don't know what the deal is with my parents anymore. I come home, after working and going to a sax lesson and running errands for my mom, and on top of all that I am getting sick, and my stepdad flips out because I didn't have time to sort through my laundry today because I had a million things going on, so I just threw it all on my bed knowing ( Read more... )

So I realized my last post on here was March 29th, and we are currently 19 days into April, so for that I apologize. I've been insanely busy with work, concerts, going to shows, jacks mannequin, friends, and other things that consume my life. After much deliberation I have decided to go back to being a music major and audition at Cal State ( Read more... )

My life is like in a whirlwind right now, and I'm trying to just FOCUS, but my mind is on overtime... ALL THE TIME. Even just typing this, I have to backspace a ridiculous amount of times because I am typing as I am thinking and sometimes my thoughts are so scattered that it makes everything I think and do the same way ( Read more... )