Was going to stay up and write this majorly long entry. I want to, but don't really feel like it. Guess I'll go to bed. Have to work tomorrow. Maybe if it's slow and people leave me alone, I'll be able to write something there. Not very likely though. :\
later.

I'm going to try to leave an entry tomorrow.

I.....hurt. So much. It's getting to a point where I can handle it. I can't function. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared. And so alone.

I am.......so fucking miserable.

I will try to make an update tomorrow. Or at least write one while at work or in class.

~And I'm barely breathing...and I can't find the air. Don't know who I'm kidding, imagining you're there...~

10/20/2003 ( Read more... )

Feel kind of weird. Don't know what's up. Weird emotionally mostly, a little weird physically as well. But I think that stems from feeling weird emotionally. Anyway, tons of stuff I could write about, but I think I'm going to go lay down instead. Feel like I might actually sleep. Maybe. Anywayz, work tomorrow, again. Then day off, then work ( Read more... )

is that it means that I have to be alone. And that I'm going to be alone until I have to get up before I want to and go to a place (work, school) that I don't want to rather than spend time on here talking to whom I choose to and not feeling so alone.

Guess that's all part of Depression.

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