Moving my journal......again, but need you to all add me so I don't feel left out of the loop. And I'll be able to feel like someone is reading it. So...add suziequeued to your friends list and comment often!

I miss William...and I want to be able to love him again. He has disappeared again...I don't know what to think....or feel.

So much more to write, no will to write it.

I really wish I could talk to someone about William...But I'm just not friends with anyone anymore who knew about him, or knows all that happened between him and me. Everytime I think about him, I cry. I can't seem to control it...

I wouldn't even know where to start. I feel as though anything I might say right now would just be considered self-pity. And to everyone, self-pity is a sin.

I'm probably going to get fired in the morning. So....please send your donations my way.

Yeah, I got none of the stuff on that list from last night done.

Anyway, if anyone wants a Christmas card, e-mail me your addresses:
cyan@cyanblaze.com

Clean my room ( Read more... )

My bard is level 47 if anyone would like to know.

I figured I'd leave an entry while I start the long tedius process I have created for "brushing my teeth." I'm on stage one right now, "rinsing with Plax ( Read more... )

I just told my boss that I want to go out on Leave. She seemed understanding about it. She's making me come in though so I can call some lady and set it up. If this works out, I want to take this opportunity and get myself into some therapy and take the time to straighten my life out. I guess basically everything has just hit the fan. Or maybe ( Read more... )