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my life is starting to settle back down into place. I love being back at school. It's funny actually. I couldn't have possibly picked a place where I would feel like I fit in less, where so few of the peopole here have ever had to deal with the same kinds of things I have, they just come froma different background. Yet somehow, this place is a ( Read more... )

Why is it that when a boy turns me down he becomes ten times as attractive? Is that fair? Why is it that I know five boys who would date me tomorrow if I asked them and yet I can't bring myself to want any of them? What makes me so attractive to some that they are willing to practically worship me and yet so ordinary to others that I don't stand ( Read more... )

I think I got asked out today. i don't really know the guy, so I'm not sure what I think. His name is Alex

I saw Mike again tonight..This is driving me nuts! For any who don't know, Mike is this guy I have been crushing on since the first day of school. We have had romantic moments in small bursts then it's as if nothing happened. We've barely spoken since break, even though we have a class together. He was at Second Nature tonight and we talked for ( Read more... )

Ok, i promise myself i will update more often. I am back at school after a somewhat rocky break. Life here is good. I love my school, I adore my friends, and my classes for the most part are incredibly hard but good. Sadly, I stil have not been cast in a single show at USC but I'm only a freshman. This semester i am taking ( Read more... )

Our landlord in Vallejo is having some financial trouble and wants his house back. Which means we have 60 days to find a new house.

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2005 was a long year of a lot of change. I ended up in a much better place then I began. In some ways I'm not at all the person I was one year ago, and in other ways I am more that person than I have ever been. Strange to think that a year ago USC was only a distant dream that I did not believe would come true. I have never looked forward to a ( Read more... )

I hat apple!! I finally get my computer back, wait no, it's actually a brand new one! How nice of them. It would have been really nice if someone had tested it BEFORE sending it to me so that I wouldn't have received a computer with keys on the keyboard that don't work! I am so mad right now I could break something!

NEVER EVER buy an Apple