FOR YOU TOM

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love you nitez

i wish i had all the time in the world to write in my journal... but i dont im off to bed now, i want to call all my friends and just say hi but i cant, well and on the other hand everyone knows my phone number and what not and if you dont then here it is 440 452 2211... i want to not go to work tomorrow but i must. thats life, i want to sleep in ( Read more... )

i cant win anymore I keep meeting all these cool people and find that the problems that come with them are really hard core... but i guess still i cant be happy like that just yet some day i hope i can be but if i never fall in love again i dont think ill miss it to much you know. like this shit with ben, hes a great person just to many issues... ( Read more... )

1) Ok i got a job it sucks but i need the money so ill suck it up and do it no doubt ( Read more... )

I hate drugs!!!

WHAT WHAT WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I ( Read more... )

my father went back to the hosptial, you know i was right tom...
i dont have anything to say
to fucking angry

i feel like im so ready to leave my dads, no matter how much me and my sisters care about our father it seems hopeless, i try so hard to do all the right things for him and i always come up short, my father will not take care of himself, he wont eat right, he wont clean up after himself and im just so tired, i never sleep due to the fact m always ( Read more... )

i feel special damn it ... tom made me his primar donar, thats kinda cool, i wish his family could be more understanding to his needs so i didn't have to be, i look at it like this, their the ones that are going to have to live with their behaviour not him, how could they be like that, we'll let you die if you dont change your ways, thats so fucked ( Read more... )