Any thoughts on whether or not "blood pressure meds" might cause someone to be supremely exhausted all the time while on them? The Doc advised that they have a relatively short shelf life and would be out of my system early the next morning [if taken just before bed] and are not supposed to cause any sedative-like reactions. They've been helping ( Read more... )

So, lately, I've been using Myspace as the main source for venting my frustrations - with friends, family, and boyfriend's family. Apparently this is completely unacceptable behavior - who knew, blogging is bad? So it's been suggested that I retreat back to livejournal where I'm accepted and the regular, every day people I come into contact with do ( Read more... )

I'm so very over myspace, thought I'd share - and thus I am back! Two plus years without a post, guess I've got some catching up to do. I'm actually in a really tough place right now and thus need my journal more than ever - if only the haters on myspace weren't so fucking judgmental. I wish that just once, just for five minutes, I could see what ( Read more... )

Just started dating someone new *swoon* lame, I know, but I've forgotten what all those lovely firsts (and butterflies in my tummy) feel like! So far, things are pretty spectacular, but I REFUSE to get my hopes up. I'm just crossing my fingers he doesn't turn out to be another Shane, or a Phil, or a Mallory for that matter :(

Wow, reading back the last couple of entries I've posted, I'm realizing how much I've changed (for the better, for the worse...) in such a short time. September of last year, I was just about to the point of thinking Shane was the "one"... which is odd. It's very shitty to think back and not be able to remember one nice or decent thing about ( Read more... )

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Went on a blind date last night, another yahoo personals adventure.... and he was about the best looking guy I think I've met in a long time, which might have something to do with the fact that his personality is really attractive too. He's so shy and cute cuz this is really his first full out dating experience, he was married before for what I ( Read more... )

Oh, and did you know it's possible to have mind blowing foreplay without ever kissing? Or even looking at each other? Me either, but apparently it is.

I'm in an incredibly surprising upbeat mood for someone who's just been broken up with. I guess my last email to Shane really got him all speachless and whatnot. I'm just sick of every guy I've ever dated being so fucking sure of themselves that they think it's me who's missing out when they leave. Sorry boys, but this is quite far from the truth. ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how whenever you get your hopes up about something, it almost guarantees what you're hopeful about to fail? I got hopeful about Shane and somehow managed to fuck it up. That, or my gut instinct was right and he's secretly in love with his female roommate and best friend. I love the times in life that seem to arise straight from the ( Read more... )