tongith was a lovely night let me tell you. so i go to anthony's and he noticed i lost wieght through a sweatshirt hmmmmm..... is it that noticable??? well anyways fooled around and then we started talking about the whole situation. he asked me how he was suppose to be dating this girl when she lives all the way in indiana. i told him i didnt ( Read more... )

so i'm home now. for anyone who has missed me i'm home and won't be going anywhere for quiet some time. well i will be moving into my new home with chrissy. i actually should be packing right now but i'm lost and don't know where to start. i got a little done but that isn't much. oh well ( Read more... )

so im home, but not for long. just a quick visit then back to camp. im just updating letting everyone know that im still alive and doing wonderful. i have been getting a workout. having to walk back and forth up hills and stuff will do that to you. maybe nobody will remember me when i get back. but anyways all is well ( Read more... )

im leaving tomorrow. its a sad day but i get to see all my good old camp friends again. i get to see anthony tonight and he is going to be meeting my mother. for the past couple of days my stomach has been flip flopin. i think cuz im leaving and anthony is meeting my mom. im nervous for him but im glad he is gonna. im gonna miss you all here.

ok so i'm leaving in about four days. i get the feeling of not wanting to go everyday. i'll miss everyone. for some reason it seems harder this year than any other year. maybe it's because i've gotten closer to everybody this year. and adding anthony to this. i dont want to leave. i'm gonna miss you all so much. and i just got word that my ( Read more... )

ha ha ha. there were three truckers at the alley today. they were checking inge and i out. i left to go to chilli's with the ladies. I came back to the alley and they were still there. and anthony called saying he was on his way home from his friends in ludlow. so i was like come visit. and he told me to go outside. the truckers were ( Read more... )

i got mad at him yesturday. i told him i loved him but it was really hard not being able to see him. i told him i trust him but when i dont get to see him or talk to him im wondering what hes doing. i mean if he has time for his friends such shouldn't he have time for me. so i asked couldn't there be time for me and he said yeah. and i asked him ( Read more... )

i think i just did a bad thing. i was at nikki's for the normal monday party and victor was there. he wanted to see my boobs. i was not diggin it and so i said. no and then i did it for some reason when i left. got a esteem booster though. victor said my boobs were perfect. and how did you enjoy the show kevin????? he he he. is that a bad ( Read more... )

he just makes me love him more. i found another screename of anthonys today and i got scared. it reminded me of nate and his secret with his cell phone. so i imed him telling him i was confused about things and i needed to talk to him when he got it. so he called me and i told him and he said he was sorry but its not his fault for my bad past ( Read more... )

how do you know you found the one? are they the one when they are the only one you can think about? when all you want to do is see them? when all you want to do is be with them and be happy? i think so. i went to a shindig at my old friends house. i havent hung out there in forever and he invited me so i said why not. sara tony and kyle were ( Read more... )