you know whats funny??its when you come to see that you were pretty and nice just the way you were before this all began, before ana came into your life. If i  only saw what i can see now, i probably tried a way to stop myself from becoming the piece of crap that i am now..i ruined my 16th year on earth, when i should be enjoying it the most..but ( Read more... )

im really super tired of me being fat..i honestly am..i just wish i could scrape off all my fat so easily and not bother thinking about it everyday..its honestly depressing when u realize that your weight is whats on your mind literally 24/7..im so tired i wanna give up, but i wont coz im strong as a rock!! im gonna be 85 pounds and everyone is ( Read more... )

hey girls..how are u all doin..i just bought a beef fresco taco from taco bell, and ofcourse i googled up the calories first before i bought them( 150 cals)..now, would you think thats too bad if id have them ocassionally, like during those "oh i Feel like eating days(in short, binge-ing)"..theyre really good but im afraid theyre gonna make me fat ( Read more... )

hey ladies..how is everyone doin..im doin fine today, just had 3 caramel candies which is like 30 cals ( Read more... )

hey..for some reasons ive been kinda lazy this past few days, i cant seem to get myself up to exercise..but the good thing is ive been keeping my cal intake under 400..if i keep on doing this(without the work outs) will i possibly lose any weight at all?pls comment on this, i just need to know..thnks

k, so ive been having sugar binges really bad these past days and whenever i have them what i do is eat splenda..would u recommend that?i mean, is it healthy?i just thought splenda didnt have any calories so i might aswell just eat some splenda..can eating splenda make u gain weight?
pls comment on this,:D

are the sugar-free kind of jellos, and the pudding type jello too, safe? i mean i know they've got like 10(for the jello) and 80(for jello pudding)cals but are they healthy?i mean, do they have alot of fat in them?

im not in a very nice mood right now..you know how u can control yourself and not eat the entire day, then when night comes you start eating ALOT?yep, thats whats happened to me this past 3 days..i feel like im gonna kill myself..im such a fool..im afraid this anorexia would turn to compulsive eating disorder..i dont wanna be fat, i am right now, ( Read more... )

hey everyone..i was just wondering if anyone knows if its fine to drink some soda when your stomach is really empty..im kinda scared to drink soda when i didnt eat anything coz im afraid i might have really bad stomach cramps but i relly wnna have some ( Read more... )

im glad that i exercised for like an hour today, its not much but its all hard core cardio, so i guess i burned some big amount of fat today..im still hoping to work out for maybe 3 hours or more next time..
ey you guys, can u give me more anorexic tips, pls..its a matter of survival ya know..