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[jamz_qt38]

im not in a very nice mood right now..you know how u can control yourself and not eat the entire day, then when night comes you start eating ALOT?yep, thats whats happened to me this past 3 days..i feel like im gonna kill myself..im such a fool..im afraid this anorexia would turn to compulsive eating disorder..i dont wanna be fat, i am right now,

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[spitfire585]

Hey sweety - just wanted to see how you were doing. I know what you mean about wanting to eat alot at night...i struggle everynight when i'm at home...just wish i could take out my kitchen lol! But i bought sugar free gum and keep it near the frig. so everytime i go in there i get a piece when i want to eat!!! and get a glass of water...to fill me up. I also try to keep myself busy so i'm not thinkin about food....Don't kill yourself though you'll be fine! We all have our moments i know i do!!! I'm hear for you if you NEED ANYTHING AT ALL!!!

STAY STRONG HUN

XOXOXOXOXOXO

[jamz_qt38]

thanx alot..u just made my day,lol..
well, im not gonna kill myself, thats for sure, haha..but ya, i should try that aswell..
im gonna make sure i dont eat alot today though..wats surprising is my brothers really supportive..i told him last night that he should make sure i dont eat today and he was like sure..so im glad..imhelping him to gain weight coz he's underweight..haha

[spitfire585]

well thats good - its always good to have someone there for you. i wish i did - i'm not doin to well today - been snackin on crackers and jelly lol all morning...should have never brought and just stuck to my chicken broth...oh well one is gone i will be fine and its not too bad i guess! i'll work it off at the gym :)

STAY STRONG!!!

xoxoxox

[jamz_qt38]

ow..thats fine..i dont think its too bad..
i havent eaten anything today,havent worked out either.. its like 5:30 pm ryt now..so i dont know, i might eat tonight, hope i wont..

[poopyhead67]

I have the same problem. I do so good and all, then I come home and it's over. I eat like crazy. Try to stay strong.

[jamz_qt38]

thanks for the support..it really sux when i do that, thank god i didnt do it today..
:D

[alo64]

hi
so im new to live journal n all, but ive been obsessed wit wot i eat for yrs!
im just lookin for ppl who i can tlk to bout this kind of stuff - n help me stay off the food!!!

u seem kinda kl.
can i add u?

[jamz_qt38]

sure..oh, im kinda obsessed with food to..well ive never been overweight or anything but i just used to love food and i just wanna get off it for the better..