Winter break will be over on saturday morning when i fly out to hartford. i'm staying at the hotel sheraton and on sunday, thomas transportation is picking me up at 11am to bring me back to Landmark. i am so worried about my car =/ i hope it starts and that my winshield didn't break. when i get to school, i'm gonna clean my room, do laundry, ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing in forever. After my spring semester at Landmark, i ended up deciding to do some summer sessions. but first i went back to california for a month. i somehow convinced my father to let me drive my Nissan cross country to Landmark for three 3-week sessions. then i had like a 10 day break in California before ( Read more... )

This week hasn't been too bad... i skipped the gym today cause i was worried i might get sick if i didn't get a little extra sleep. avoiding kristin hasn't been too difficult cause i'm hardly ever at the apartment anyway. she better not get her sick germs all over the place. she leaves monday for about a week, so it'll be nice having the place ( Read more... )

wow, the past few days were the SUCKSSSS. i lost the card i need to open the gate to my apartment complex. i got way drunk even though i hate doing that. my room is all fucked up because of my retarded hungover state of mind which sucks cause i spent all day friday cleaning it, ants took over my room temporarily (?) the other day having their own ( Read more... )

yeah, i never write in this thing. oops. well, last week i paved my parent's driveway, which was a big job, but seeing as i'm unemployeed, might as well, right? I've also decided that i'm going to go to the gym 4 or 5 times a week now cause getting in shape is my number one priority, as is my health in general. speaking of which, my doctor ( Read more... )

As my life keeps changing as i move from place to place and meet new people, i get extremely confused and anxious about my secrets. I was thinking the other day about people who have been raped and how there is so much pressure to keep it a secret. and even if you are bold enough to admit it's happened, you aren't allowed to reveal any details. ( Read more... )

can't get into it all right now, but the past couple days have been a lot better. yes, some of it has been rough, but i've also had some awesome times. i've been hanging out more with my friends (I had SO much fun with andrew and jono at Claimjumper...) and i've been meeting more new people. plus plans for the new apartment are getting even more ( Read more... )

yeah, so I was gone the whole weekend through Monday because of my sister's triathlon, a Half-Ironman, that was happening outside santa rosa/napa in this rural, upperclass town of Healdsburg. my grandma, aunt connie, and my sister's boyfriend/soon to be fiance, Craig, were with us as well and we stayed at this 5-star inn ( Read more... )

I know many get annoyed when lyrics get cut and pasted. As I was driving home from therapy, this song really struck a chord with me. The lyrics alone don't tell it like he sings it. When he sings it I can feel an image of myself become exposed. Anyway, here's the song anyway, Bob Dylan's "Just Like a Woman, " and I think Melanie is the only one ( Read more... )

Yeah, this weekend was half horrible and half fucking fantastic ( Read more... )