if it's a crime, then i'm guilty.

[janiecash]

ah, la plaisirs simple. hahaha. i don't even care if that's the wrong french because i'm a stupid "american." anyway, today's entry has been in the works since 9:07 this morning. that's right, folks. well, i wasn't thinking about livejournal specifically. but i mean, it's content. after a quick breakfast and the administration of the daily pills (

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[gabizoidal]

ok im hungover now so im not getting up BUT last night i was high and had a conversation wit my ex from 4 years ago who is now my best friend ever about how long we will know each other. and realized the most depressing thing in the world is that at some point, no matter what, there will be a point where were never going to speak to each other ever again. and that last time, we probably wont know that it is the last. and its very unsettling to think that i might not know him. and this is fucking depressing. but. it also made us like 'oh man we need to visit each other more' and if we ever mention that, im going to be more likely to appreciate hanging out with him. that was kind of random but i didnt know what else to write hahaahh

[janiecash]

oh god!! that's awesome. haha. really. that made my day even brighter. it's true though. i've been thinking about that kind of thing myself this break. it really hurts but it also makes everything else so small. it's funny though, i can't decide if the realization makes it any easier because like you said, at some point, you will never speak to that person again but could be for so many reasons. i mean, maybe the answer to my does it make easier is really in the reason and not the realization. but anyway...yeah, that was beautiful. thank you

[gabizoidal]

i duno. its like, eing a romantic and stuck in loops IS being cynical. because you want so much to last but you also realize its not forever. very very existentialist. and i guess im ok with that but i am also selfish and dont want to let go of anyone or anything.

hahah i am not poetic enough either. i read francesca lia block and sylvia plath to feel like i am.

i am glad your updates are more frequent and not friends onl/private now.

[sunnietubas]

i drank iced tea. :grins:

[btovar]

I had to read the paragraph about the shower twice because it confused me. at first i didn't know what 'onelinedrawing' was. possibly a masturbation reference? maybe my mind is in the gutter. we all know, of course, oneline drawing is, like, a band right? RIGHT?

I've been listening to the classical radio station in my old bedroom, and they run ads for all of the golden globe nominees. i bought a bunch of m&m's for my flight tomorrow. i like candy.. and movies too. music is a close third.

[mart_mart]

jane, you remind me of a good foreign movie, the kind that makes you notice beauty in simple things. me and you, should go to subway one day...or something.

[amu_d_klr_whale]

Um, I read it. I don't understand half the words you write, but I read it anyway.