but I still miss you somehow. Not the way you'd like me to...or at least not in a way that would tickle your ego but in my own way that will never be right or suited for your approval. I'm alright with it, I just thought I'd mention it since it's been a nice round year we've decided to forget about each other...or should I say you decided for the ( Read more... )

obsessive cleaning at 1:30 am reminds me of the sugar high episode Chelsea Handler described in her book. With the exception that I am running on a cheese/90210 high =) and who knows what else *wink*

Amidst all the chaos of my everyday life (and wardrobe) I seem to find and fix shit pretty damn well, and quick too. You could say I'm an organized mess.

i'm incredibly happy right now =) i've been urged to post more (thanks messina) so here it it. a positive post for once. school is going phenomenal...if all goes as planned ill be done by aug 2009 (party at my house?) i can't wait...that means school no more =)

on a sidenote...i'm happy <3

i guess im able to post. not much to say besides...life is great...everything is going great...im going to egypt...im happy. thank you. <3333

You are kidding yourself if you think that you can insult me and after weeks of silence from my end you can tell me that you never want to speak to me again. Wrong. I never want to speak to you again and not because of what you said one particular night. Because you are the most depressing person I have ever met and I am beginning to think there is ( Read more... )

For attractive lips ( Read more... )

painting. Especially when the dipshit tenant before you decided they wanted to turn their place into an awful purple/shit brown/depressing black gothic cave and leave it that way. Of course the landlord wouldn't check on it or paint over it...the result: a million coats of primer, 9 hours of labor divided between 5 people! I swear I have primer in ( Read more... )

I just read my entire journal post by post all the way back to the beginning (Summer of 2004). I realized two things...I'm not as uncool as I thought I was and I also mention Derek just about every other post on average. Yupp that's about it.

I can't understand people anymore...I just can't. No matter how many times you tell them and ask them and beg them to be reasonable they agree and then go on to make more dumb decisions about their lives. I'm done babysitting...I'm just done.