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so I am just laying there, enjoying the late afternoon sun beaming down on my pale ass and falling asleep to the annoying voice of the talkative weirdo two towels over from mine when he utters this regarding his new apartment - "it's a prewar building you know, the doors are so narrow you can barely fit furniture through them. they are less than ( Read more... )

I don't think that I can love anyone or anything anymore. I feel like a cleenex that's been dropped into water and pieces of me are slowly floating apart while I am desperately trying not to drown.

Grandma: You still got that nasty cough he? Your voice sounds like shit ( Read more... )

my grandmother's house smells like dill and lemon. i feel comfortable and safe when i'm there. quite ironically my ultimate comfort food is chicken soup with egg noodles, lemon and dill. call me weird but that's how my momma made it for me when i was sick as a child and that's how i ate it ever since. it's the only thing that makes me calm when i ( Read more... )

you know when you get that yearning for someone that used to be a part of your life but you haven't seen them in years and all of a suddent it hits you that you really miss them and can't get them out of your mind? even if they were just a passing note that just struck you the really right way...then you wonder like crazy what they might be up to ( Read more... )

my head literally feels like it is going to explode any second now and my voice got worse instead of better...whyyyyyy

reading nausea and even with the preconceived notion i got from ppl at work i think it's boring and quite sadly as much as i can sometimes relate to antoine i feel like he's a big pussy rather than a character i would sympathize with...holden caufield was a character i felt for...innocence is beautiful. sadness is beautiful too, but aversion to all ( Read more... )

Why do people always walk away from me? I've heard every excuse in the book...because I was too honest and it hurt, because they needed time to think things through, because they couldn't be around me and not be with me, because they didn't think they were worth it and because I wasn't...and all I've ever wanted was for someone to stick around long ( Read more... )

So I got not 1 but 2!!!! jobs now and I'll be working 7 days a fucking week for the rest uhmmm forever so it seems...I don't mind. You spend 4 and a half years drinking and smoking yourself stupid and I guess this is a price tag that comes with it. Perhaps things won't be too bad though since I was out of work for a good month and a half and I only ( Read more... )