ouch.
ouch.
ouch.

i remember why i stopped this livejournal bullshit now.
it's real.everyone writes how they really feel ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I could snap my fingers and make everything bad disappear ( Read more... )

everyone is so sad and i feel so helpless and it's the worst feeling in the world ( Read more... )

ok so i know how nearly every entry i've written in this is depressing and basically a miserable collection of... misery ( Read more... )

everyone is so fucking sad.
& i seem to have this horrible theory that all of this dumb shit i'm doing is getting back at my mom
but in reality, i'm just fucking myself over.
i can't remember the last day i didn't cry.

ah well, good thing i'm good at pretending.

ok so things are alright ( Read more... )

i can't keep a working relationship.
i can't even make good chocolate chip cookies.

i am so fucking dumb.
some shoot me in the face please.
&make sure it hurts a lot.
perhaps it will take my mind off of things.

i am so lame.

So, after talking to this amazing friend I have I feel 100% better ( Read more... )

nights like these make me want to be an aspiring young crazy homeless person.
&PUNCH MY MOM IN THE FACE!

ahh, as much as i askjfhCOMPLAIN i think things are alright.
my mom is fucked, her husband is fucked..
but my amazing boyfriend&my amazing friends make it good.
TWODAYSTILLDEPOSIT<3 ( Read more... )

fucked
fucked
fucked
fucked
fucked

i hate expressing emotion.
a reallll lot.