Tonight my bff expressed his opinion. I can’t remember the exact wording now, but basically it was that I have a tendency to destroy relationships. It wasn’t said with disdain or hate. It was said with love and concern. I brushed it off like I do most comments directed toward me…even the comments said with unconditional love. But I didn’t ( Read more... )

Sometimes it’s the little things that make the world a bright, shiny place. It could be something as simple as the guy behind the counter at the bank being so hot you almost lose your breath. Sometimes something you don’t expect comes along and changes your mood. That’s the fun with life ( Read more... )

Today, I have a headache and my sinuses are acting up…again. It’s especially frustrating because I’ve gone several days in a row without any major problems. Maybe it’s because the flux in weather (and its varied forms of precipitation). I’m sure it’s probably just my apartment. Maybe I should be put in a bubble ( Read more... )

Only the cat knows this, but this is the third time I've come to try and express my thoughts. I'll type a few sentences and then run out of things to say. Maybe the blinking cursor intimidates me. It sits there glaring at me, challenging me I'm Evander Holyfield and Mike Tyson is about to bite off my ear. The cursor makes me blink first and I ( Read more... )

I really do like my job . . . most of the time. But most Mondays, I don't want to get up and drive to work. So, I didn't. It's not just Mondays, but that's when it's most prevalent. It's not just getting up. That part is easy. I think it's the actually having to go through the motion of starting the work week, and then driving to make it ( Read more... )

Someone once told me, "Confucius say' Man who runs behind car get exhausted; man who runs in front of car get tired.'" I feel like I've ran behind at least two cars. I'm sure part of it is because work has been so hectic lately. I usually seem to lose my motivation before I finish walking through the door. Yesterday, it was starting the day ( Read more... )

Those with theological beliefs similar to the ones preached about in Christianity would say that we are all lost sheep, waiting for that great Shepherd to come and lead us to our safe haven. Others with differing views would say that we are spiritual vagabonds, roaming this not-so-paradise until we transcend to something beautiful or holy (some ( Read more... )

Comparatively, it's been a very busy weekend. I'm not used to running around as much as I have...which probably explains the exhaustion I feel. But, I'm not really complaining ( Read more... )

Like most other nights, I went to bed around 1230. Maybe closer to 100. Thankfully, I fell asleep instantly. Now it's 335 and I'm groggily awake. Something disrupted my slumber by grazing across my head (since I'm bald, I felt it better). Being the paranoid little girl I become at night or in the dark, I instantly thought it was a spider. In ( Read more... )

If my name were Chicken Little, I would tell you that the sky is falling. Since I'm not that fictitious character, you'll just have to settle for it being the ceiling in my bathroom. I don't really know what happened. All I know is there was plaster (and probably old drywall) all over my toilet. I almost blamed the cat, but he seemed traumatized ( Read more... )