where is my heart? where is my heart ( Read more... )

The universe is so silly. These chemicals these receptors, dendrites, electrons. Please how is it possible to latch onto something for so long. Please it should be done and over with now right ( Read more... )

Before bedtime ( Read more... )

Brain Break ( Read more... )

I feel like the death of a star. I was running out of fuel and growing at a cancerous rate. Then like with the break down of the physics that usually keep expansion in check my insides crushed back down inside me and were released in a violent storm. Tearing through empty space in an eruption of reds and yellows. I'm felt in every wavelength. I am ( Read more... )

I'm building all these bridges. Knocking over old rusted structures and rebuilding rotted wooden giants and rusted iron monstrosities with a fresh shiny new steel. Such is my resolve. I've reached my last test. There's nothing more after this. I kept feeling trapped, hitting points of flashbacks and significant memories brought on by dates and ( Read more... )

I'm a fucking hurricane.

Thank god I can fucking overcome this indifference about this city enough to have fun. I never want to live in Chicago, it's too cold, but I tend to have a trip here when I'm in a weird head space, and it always gets better. I always seem to regroup and get back on track with a new way of thinking ( Read more... )

I feel these parts of me growing again. I can't wait for spring!

うれしいいい！

I'm going to drop out of school and become a hip hop dancer. My mama gave me the rhythm ( Read more... )