still talking to him makes me smile from ear to ear, and heart skip a beat...

*sighs*

yesterday i sat down and typed what i wanted to say to adam, today looked at it again and added even more and since hes kinda busy just sent it to him it would be hard to get all that in otherwise. so now its the waiting game, i dont know what i am expecting...what am i supposed to expect...i dont expect much, maybe anger? I guess we'll see ( Read more... )

its midterms once again, think i would be used to these things by now. "working" on a project today for one class and have a test and MPE in two classes tomorrow. My accounting exam isnt to tuesday thankfully. thats not really whats not bothering me at all. my heart really hurts with this whole Adam thing, dont know what part, it just does. He ( Read more... )

stared working out again, let me say im sore as a mother fucker! comment of the day, "i cant close my legs", well wasnt that just taken out of context lol. im glad the week is almost over, got the weekend ahead to work on a few projects and tidy up the apt. woot.

todays been okay, so thats cool i guess.

recent thinking of my ex adam got me going into thinking mode. after a year and more of it being over, being my fault...i see how much i miss you. simple lyrics such as these ( Read more... )

its been a long time since ih ave posted and a lot of shit has definitely happened. i am ready for this semester to be over with, its been rough for m any reasons, and i want, yet, another fresh start in january ( Read more... )

at work...got back from kc an hour ago...what a weekend...most of that in not a good way. spent alot of time today at the ER at independence regional because my friend josh was in a car accident this afternoon. sooooo much i could say right now...when i found out i just wanted to breakdown and cry, i couldnt imagine it happening again...not ( Read more... )

so when everything seems its slowly coming back together it tends to fall completely apart again. last night was a really emotional night. Jessica no long lives at the house according to her parents. she had/has been dating someone that is 15, and who is also someone of a different race, which her parents dont approve of...im at a total loss. ( Read more... )

RYAN BLAKE MCCURDY, ONE YEAR AGO ( Read more... )

mother fuckin RGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!