im so content with myself. today was such a good day i dont even know why but i guess everything was going how i wanted it to go. perfect. im trying to talk to him as much as possible im not trying to be annoying well, i hope im not i like him and maybee something will happen? i dont know.. whatev
well, the last two days have been hell actually three (saturday, sunday, and monday).so many problems with sean and myself.things are good now thank god
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am i still going out with him?who knows.i mess up everything.hung out with trever yesterday sean caught me in his car and all hell broke loose.why me?why the hell does god hate me?everything i do always gets worse.im tired of living this life.its horrible.im a fucking screw up and im tired of it.does anyone honestly know how much i love him?too
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