ethan went on the potty tonight! zak and i were giving him a bath, and he said he had to go, so we pulled the stool out so he could reach, and he stood on it, holding our hands and PEED IN THE TOILET ( Read more... )

i am never ever prepared for Christmas.  this year, i really had NO money until yesterday, and so i am scrambling to get everything done.  it sucks.  i hate it.  i am so stressed out like i am every other year.  and every year i say "i will not let this happen next year" but i do.

oh well.  maybe next year i will have a real job.  i have to.  ethan ( Read more... )

i haven't been myself lately ( Read more... )

i knew that this would happen eventually. you cannot run from yourself ( Read more... )

daryl and i are done ( Read more... )

well, now that i have 8 seconds to myself, i thought i'd better update this real fast ( Read more... )

i had a doctor's appointment yesterday. i'm still 2cm dilated, and her head has dropped, but she seems to have no plans of coming out anytime soon. which really kind of sucks for me. i already feel like i'm going to be pregnant forever, and this is not helping ( Read more... )

so...daryl came to visit me today.
and brought me flowers.
maybe my little talk worked.
: )

i wish this baby would be BORN already!

today i had an appointment at the Center for Young Parents. they've been helping me out with medical stuff, and giving me information that i'll need later ( Read more... )

so, i've moved back home for good now. no more niagara falls, no more apartment...it kinda sucks ( Read more... )