i hate this time. mostly back to normal but i cant think. just floating dead in the water mentally.

since this place is a mostly deadzone... i doubt anyone even knows I still post here.. Maybe I should start using this as a place to vent off my more darker thoughts. I like to think I have a firm grasp on my suicidal tendencies but who knows. i mean last time I posted my Mom was still alive, Girl was out of the picture and I was planning on being ( Read more... )

sorry but yeah it's going to get a bit depressing over here.. way too much to do and so little time to do it.

I have to get this stuff straight in my head because I'm very close to losing it.
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not much to say at the moment but I've been considering putting my thoughts down here. I haven't fully decided yet but I'm sure a lot has happened since I last updated my LJ. Technically I'm kinda dying now and I'm sure that's new. Anyway just echoing to see what's up.

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i just realized that the reason my shirt has been 'sticking' to the back of my chair is gum. I got gum on the back of my shirt. Now my alpha geek shirt one of five that I have here in Canada is ruined. Everything I've tried to do today has failed. This day is just full of failure. I went to buy a jug of water and they were out. I went to a govt ( Read more... )

it's 3:30 in the morning. I'm approaching delirium. 2-4AM is always the hardest part. I've given up trying to do real work, but I still have enough sense of self to catch up on my personal stuff. I haven't been to CAG(http://www.cheapassgamer.com) in weeks and there's a new contest plus I ( Read more... )

alright how did i get here (http://ping.fm/26BFORead more... )

Moved to the top of entry: This week is E3 it's the biggest day in contemporary gaming (or it used to be) and no matter what for the next four days I'm going nowhere but in front of my computer to watch the press conferences stream. Later tonight I'll hook up my external harddrive and catch up on some manga maybe finish Old Boy or something.

( yeah it goes downhill from here )

saw a girl today. started to remember. I'm near mental exhaustion at this point. gotta shelve it for now.