finding something to believe in seems to be very hard these days.

i was thinking. like usual ( Read more... )

i need a hug really badly right now.

the past few days i have been thinking, what our limitations are as people, what our breaking points are and the points we have to reach before we give up. like, are there really any points we have to get to before we call it quits on anything? I thought I knew what my limitations were but maybe not anymore ( Read more... )

i'm going to vegas today. i hope this weekend is insane, crazy, raunchy, you name it. everything vegas should be.

then on monday i have a physical assessment for rural metro so hopefully im alive for that. haha.

have a good weekend all.

today is my last day at souplantation. 4.5 years, and im actually leaving. it felt like i never would. i've had that through my band, new friends, old friends, girls, cars, people getting ill, it's crazy. i've hated that place soo much and i have dreamt of being able to just leave and never come back. and now i'm getting ready to and it's almost ( Read more... )

I have been thinking alot recently and I feel like I don't really belong anywhere. like, I can't find that sense of "home" anywhere. I like going home but when I get home I usually end up wanting to leave, when I am out I don't feel at home anywhere really. Wherever I find myself, it's not home. I mean I have a home in terms of where my parents ( Read more... )

last night = hot shit aka the hottest night offff my life

i'm l u c k y

:)

today was it. i got the call and got hired on with rural metro (san diego medical services ( Read more... )

today is the most insane day of my life. for the past, well basically since i decided i wanted to be a firefighter i knew i wanted to work for rural metro. after i talked to the lady today i didn't think i would get a call back any time soon, or maybe at all ( Read more... )