okay so i just found out rural metro started the hiring process/looking at applications/interviews. I talkeed to the human resources director and she said she would have the hiring guy look at my application for sure, which is great because there are so many applicants not everyone gets looked at. plus i know lindsay and charita. ohh man am i ( Read more... )

i put my two weeks in at souplantation yesterday, weird. and it might seem inconsequential to basically everyone but this is closing a huge chapter of my life and opening a new one in my career. I had that job through highschool, through my band, girls, friends, it's really weird to actually be at the point i've been waiting for. i hate that place ( Read more... )

i was offered a job by balboa ambulance yesterday but i dont really think im going to take it. the hiring guy was a total dick to me the entire time i was there, and im not going to put up with that shit. no one is going to make fun of where i went to school then tell me i can have a job. fuck off. back to the drawing board. this process is very ( Read more... )

i have busted my ass going through test after test, live scans, doctor appointments, reading until my brain was slush to get all of my EMT stuff together. I put my application in with Rural Metro on friday and now it is the ridiculous waiting game. I really hope I can get hired on soon ( Read more... )

wow lastnight was a shit fit. i haven't been that drunk in a looonnng time. andd i hate god for inventing hang overs. what the hell ( Read more... )

i have decided im just going to forget about everything that bugs me. even though i seriously doubt i'll be able to just forget about it, i am going to do my best to do it. i spend too much time on everything else besides what is important. today is a new day and im going to make the best of it. yet, i still have this weird feeling like something ( Read more... )

the world's goin straight to hell ( Read more... )

i apparently have been bleeding from my hand. god knows how. i didnt even feel it ( Read more... )

im still waiting for my dumb papers from NR. god damn them. and i dont want to go to work tonight. i had to work lastnight and i was in an okay mood but then i started thinking too much and i got really annoyed with everything all of a sudden. it was weird. i think im gonna stop drinking for a while, i need to give my liver a break. im kind of over ( Read more... )

well i guess my life is moving. or it feels like it finally ( Read more... )